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Sparks in the Glass

by Marine Anthropology

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Sunbird 04:20
The end of an era is coming Its merits are up for debate in A congress of the elder statesmen Of the so-called golden age Our bathroom lights are long past flashing We resort to cages of fire casting Shadows on the poems forgotten I think they can stay Tell me of the bubblegum fantasies Is it all that it’s said to be? Is it all That Preach up from the highest point we can see Did they bring back MTV? Did they? Should they? It’s time to know What it is that makes the sunbird’s feathers glow We have to know The trick that makes the sunbird’s feathers glow A magician never reveals his secrets Saws apart his willing apprentice Plucks the next one out from the masses I digress We drove home that night in rapture Jointly blissfully oblivious What was said I’d like to discuss But what does it really matter!? Here we are In a distant place I have seen Start of a great new race Don’t be fooled Never show your face Get lost lost lost lost (This here is a place for feeling Knowledge is a fruit forbidden Hold your breath and take a leap in How deep can it really be?) It’s time to know What it is that makes the sunbird’s feathers glow We have to know The trick that makes the sunbird’s feathers glow
3.
We never circled back to when You almost drove into the barrier Our closed-mouth screaming for the rest of the ride Now I’m transatlantic gone My texts are struggling to make the jump The sober stoner isn’t a place to confide in I’ve forgotten Correspondence And the word for Getting back together Jesus Christ I’m Going blind no I have always Dreaded getting letters Dress me up in sallie’s square Entertaining modesty I’m sure he’s glad to hope he’s not forgotten Catch me feigning mockery At the altar to Saint Carnegie Times Square ain’t a pretty place at night Times Square ain’t a pretty place any of the goddamn time The architect was too shy To tell the builders The patrons didn’t want To get mad The murdered man didn’t care To bother the killer He’s made his choices It’s really too bad He’s still waiting for that first kiss He knows it’s gonna be glorious He knows it’s gonna be glorious He knows it’s gonna be He knows it’s gonna be I know it’ll never be He knows it’s gonna be I know it’ll never be
4.
Control 06:30
The streets seem wider tonight We can dance around in the middle Underneath the nervous lights And your shoes make no sound on the road Do you hear that car in the distance? Yeah, next one over, I know There’s a 24/7 store a block away Constructed by some faceless corporation and consecrated by greed But somewhere somehow a madman took control A vision infiltrated his consciousness and he built what he wanted but not what anyone needs Hang on to your ego He always knew best Where’d all the excitement go And all the unrest Still standing there, the girl with the moon in her eyes You’ve let your hair go ragged but there’s still that unmistakable shine Voice like a badass angel but you’re hesitant to show it off I heard it once in a gutter Had to beg my neighbors not to call the cops Is sleeping next to felons such a crime? What if I didn’t know? I swear officer I didn’t know! The progress you made fell apart in a day That don’t mean it wasn’t real But the old habits were just concealed like a bull in the hay Tell me something You’re a genius, I know it Whatever comes out of your mouth It’s poetry So I know it hurts you And you should know it hurts me When you trail off And your thoughts go spacey Pupils dilate Eyes go frantic Like a starving hunter Realizing he’s had it Your inner thoughts Are a public space (Help me, I’m hurt!) It’s too late to erase You’ll never fully erase The heavy wolf sweater Empress of the night Let me do you one better Prints left in the snow Can always be traced It won’t be easy but They’ll stop at nothing to eradicate The thing that you’ve become The mask; the “new you” The rise-at-five, up-all-night, Get-shit-done machine creation The industry won’t wait The crowds, they won’t wait Our guardians won’t wait The corridor won’t wait We’ve got something, they won’t wait We’re different, they won’t wait We’re different, they won’t wait We’re different! They won’t wait
5.
Many faces emerge from this long rusted gate The cliff bathed in fluorescent light Half belong to you, the rest scared away Yours look across at the Arlington skyline This is what they mean by “perfect night” At the end of your rope you called in the reserves We were eager to be given a chance Fell flat in the opening skirmish Each day could bring our last dance What’s it like Up there in Connecticut? You said it was preppy But he wasn’t like that And what’s it like Enjoying his music Waking up next to him Is it euphoric? Will you need me tomorrow When fate’s temporarily run out of slings Down the river to the cliff Jumping off til you call me again What’s it like Having places to go When you knock at the usual But no one’s home Do you take it for granted That when you need an answer There’s always a net there For you to fall in Risking both our lives for a pack You’re going on patches but needed the thrill Drag me behind I forgive you each time I wouldn’t rather die on any other hill Will you need me tomorrow When fate’s temporarily run out of slings Down the river to the cliff Jumping off til you call me again Jumping off til you call me again
6.
There’s Christmas lights hanging from a branch in August It’s the least joyful celebration the world’s never seen The two lights in my rear view mirror Of ghosts I can’t let ghosts I can’t let go to grandma’s for the weekend This steering wheel takes a beating If I could gouge my eyes out first I’d probably hide myself away up in that tree I wouldn’t want to see anyone staring back at me Sorry bout that time I muted your texts And forgot about it for a month You caught me in the middle of a nervous breakdown In my defense you really shoulda known I don’t need a reminder that I Missed practice tonight The concern is as abrasive As the buzz against my thigh Or the buzz I got from feeling wanted If just for a brief time If I’d told you I was coming You wouldn’t be here I let off too much happiness The drone drained it out The amplifier drone sucked me into the dark and the signal was lost in the noise A voice coaxing softly from deep underground I had no defense plan I was poised to fall down down down down down down down down I was poised to fall down down down down down down down I was poised to fall down to the constants and down to the radio down to the static and down to the afterglow down to my prison cell down to your studio down to the trumpet lines blaring through the lightshow down past the gates of hell straight into tartarus my date with leviathan set for the twenty-fifth and down to the question for which I am the answer for there is no multiple choice I’ll sit up once I’ve fallen and crawl home in the dark I’ll never catch myself praying but it’s possible I’ve missed the mark Yesterday’s flashed through my head once again I know I’ll never long to go there I am convinced that I’m someone today in a world where there’s
7.
Do you think I’m attractive I don’t know what to say I wish that you’d stop asking me these questions Of course I do is that so hard to see But the constant self-deprecation is clouding my thoughts You say it with the confidence that only comes with years and years of practice I respond with the awkwardness that I’ve honed with my masters You are your best thing Is what I want to say But then I’d be breaking character Out of our interactive play Don’t you know that when you sat next to me Don’t you know that when you sit next to me (I felt nothing, nothing at all I feel something, but you never call) All my friends are terrified Of you and your dad My other friends (did I say all of them) they took a vow a silence Or so it seems All my friends are running away I glimpsed them in the rear view mirror All my friends are staying home today But somehow we’re closer than ever Don’t you know that when you sat next to me Don’t you know that when you sit next to me (I felt nothing, nothing at all I feel something, but you never call) Good to get a taste of natural addiction The ice queen to my stolen identity The intoxicating scent of fiction Our competing ethnographies are incomplete Your atmosphere is flecked with poison Droplets to infest the mind Relieved of pressure to divulge information Replaced with another glass of wine Don’t you know that when you sat next to me Don’t you know that when you sit next to me (I felt nothing, nothing at all I feel something, but you never call)
8.
So you’re finally going away for real This one feels like the first time Crashing at the shore for a week on your own didn’t really count All those people sure were kind There are well-meaning folks everywhere Who still won’t return your calls It’s not cause they don’t like you You have no way of knowing what might be going on You know that we love you Even if it isn’t always clear Keeping in touch isn’t easy But we’ll be back within the year So you’re having trouble making friends First you can’t talk, then you tell yourself that you shouldn’t even try You’ve been out of the loop for so long You got lucky once—passivity won’t get you in with the socialites You know that we love you Even if you mess up bad We can’t always answer at 4 am We don’t wanna get stuck wishing we had I’m not gonna tell you there’s nothing to watch out for Does that really sound like something that I would say? And I’m not gonna call you if you don’t want me to I hate talking on the phone anyways We’ve both made mistakes yeah at times we both blew it We don’t regret anything and we really shouldn’t
9.
This is too new to know the real you But what do you know about me? I guess I don’t see how it’s different at all Still I’m afraid of what I might be You’re not afraid, you’re in love At least that’s the refrain I want to know what you do when you sleep How you lie and you breathe and your million dreams Maybe then the fog will clear from this bleakest of nights But you like the grey You like it that way You spell it that way

about

September Syndrome was the first song I wrote for this album, back in Spring 2019. Much like everything documented here, it took a while to come together, with several drifting parts and ideas eventually coalescing into a whole that I could be proud of. I came up with the guitar riff first on a bus in south Florida, wrote the first half of the song that night, and then spent the next two months trying to figure out the outro while simultaneously teaching myself Logic and the basics of recording. By June I had a song, and with it the beginnings of a project that would hang over my existence for the next two years.
That Summer we rehearsed and recorded Sunburst Chaser. In the Fall I left for university and promptly joined four more bands. In March, the pandemic hit, and I went home, wrote a lot, and quickly became obsessed with the idea of an acoustic album of the times, which wound up becoming Aiaia. And so on and so forth… This time was defined by plans and the obstacles to their completion that inevitably appeared, whether from internal or external sources. Yet through it all I worked on the album, like someone relearning how to walk, with only enough energy to progress a few steps at a time.
I feel I’m overdramatizing this. This concept that increasingly became an obligation—lagging behind the progression of my writing abilities and ambitions, but too far along to give up on. But that’s not the point, is it? And people need to be thanked.
I’d like to thank Joseph, for always being down to jam and flesh out my fragments into complete pieces of music. It’s unfortunate that circumstances dictated that he could only appear on a small portion of the finished project, but his influence is scrawled all over it.
I’d like to thank Piotr, Brad, and Anthony for teaching me most of what I know about music and guitar, and Nina, Clay, and John for molding the writer who appears here.
I’d like to thank Kat for being my best friend, greatest collaborator, and constant artistic foil, Emma for being my most reluctant supporter, Alec for leaving me alone while I worked on this last year, Harley for always being an excellent conversationalist, my erstwhile biggest fan, however briefly, and all of my friends and family for being encouraging and supportive along the way.
I’d also like to thank anyone who actually read this whole thing. What are you doing? Go listen to some Wadada, man.
Please enjoy. Or not. You get to make that call.

-Eli Thayer, 2021

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released July 22, 2021

All tracks written, performed, and produced by Eli Thayer except where noted.*

*Tracks 3 and 7 feature Joseph Wehmeyer on drums.

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Band split between DC, New York, and Scotland. We'd like to be experimental. It's hard.

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