Playing guessing games in a college bar
They don’t cater to the sound of heart
We’re welcome here but we don’t know who should start
There’s a soccer match on the opposite wall
It’s a rerun so they’re playing on
I’m just watching so that I don’t have to talk

I don’t forget the things you didn’t do
Your apologies that never rang true
A connection lost but you faked it one too many times
And too late I saw through

Late night journaling turns to
Early morning stressing
Trying everything to fall asleep
Like I’m a kid again
On Christmas Eve
But there’s nothing waiting downstairs save a flash of real and a half-hearted grin
All those same mistakes
Every sullen face
I think I’ve changed this time for good
Spent all Labor Day
Picturing you praying
I don’t believe in god and I didn’t think you ever would

I don’t forget the things you didn’t do
Your apologies that never rang true
A connection lost but you faked it one too many times
And too late I saw through

I was on the brink and you pulled me back time and time again
I said butterflies but my face said lies oh I wish it hadn’t
I wish I was fine
With something great not something mine
Never proud only sorry
Don’t be sorry
Don’t forgive me
I don’t love
I lie

I don’t forget the things you didn’t do
Your apologies that never rang true
A connection lost but you faked it one too many times
And too late I saw through